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I feel of late things have not being going well for me, my new years resolution was to try and find more happiness in my life and while I don't care to go into detail my life took many turns for the worst this year only to beat me down lower then I was before. As many of you can tell I've been struggling with a great deal of self confidences issues that have been growing over worse with the last 7 or 8 years being nothing more then a large string of failures and humiliations, of which I have found it getting harder and harder to bounce back from. I am not a person who likes to constantly whine which is why when I make sudden outbursts in journals or what have you it is often following something or multiple really bad things happening and instead of lashing out at other......I turn it inwards and treat myself like shit. No doubt that to people viewing this from an outsider view it must make me look like some kinda fruit loop or something......and while I might very well but I assure you that's not the reason.

Now that I've set that up, I shall get to the point of this journal. As many frequent lows as I have had (particularly this year), I'm not a person who enjoys wallowing in self pity, infact I hate it and so if I can credit myself for anything it's that I'm usually willing to keep going after being knocked down repetitively. So I have decided to get back on the horse and try to regain my feelings of self worth, I will in the middle of this year (so very very soon) be trying to get into a proper animation course in an actual art university and I hope to get in. I might not be the most talented artist in the world but if nothing else I do think I might maybe have the building blocks to be something better, at the very least I'm having another roll of the dice rather then giving up without a fight.

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  • Current Residence: Melbourne, Australia. No matter what other people say we are way better then smelly old Sydney.
  • Interests: Things that are interesting
  • Favourite genre of music: 80's Heavy Metal
  • Favourite style of art: Dark
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Favourite gaming platform: SNES
  • Personal Quote: "This is my BOOM STICK!!!"
  • Tools of the Trade: the trusty graylead

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:iconhecterian:
Hi!

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I dream of becoming a professional artist.
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:iconguineapigdan:
~GuineaPigDan Jan 31, 2012  Student Filmographer
Tag! [link]

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I'm Dan the Man with the Plan!

"Anybody can exercise... But this kind of lethargy takes real discipline." -Garfield
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:icondocwario:
HAPPY TODAY
deviantART muro drawing Comment Drawing

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:iconbd1989:
Agnes, its me, Billy.
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:iconnoratcat:
think you should change it from dead account

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:iconayemae:
~Ayemae Dec 4, 2011   General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch!

I love your style, by the way! It's very distinct. =D

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A picture is art across space; music is art across time; writing is art across the mind.
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*kyan0 Dec 2, 2011   General Artist
sorry. my mum came down and needed to write an email before I could say brb. :( im really sorry I hope youre okay. I wasnt ignoring you!! <333
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~genocyber Nov 29, 2011  Student General Artist
Thought you might like to see this. The lost episode of Sylvester and Tweety.
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~trippinxtremezebra Nov 26, 2011  Student Filmographer
your penis

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"I have adopted Koyuki-X-Natsumi from #AdoptAPairing"
so pie is greater than 72 and the hypotnuse of 3 is waffel iron then that means we need to... INCOMING ENEMY MISSLE!!! (boom), aw he ded...
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~trippinxtremezebra Nov 19, 2011  Student Filmographer
OMG YAY!!

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I am quite proud of who i am, and i would not change it
"I have adopted Koyuki-X-Natsumi from #AdoptAPairing"
so pie is greater than 72 and the hypotnuse of 3 is waffel iron then that means we need to... INCOMING ENEMY MISSLE!!! (boom), aw he ded...
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